About me
This how I feel,When I feel it and How I want to feel it. Feel free to enjoy the amusent of my mind;)My Name is Kaydan, Softballs my game! Im 15 as of August 9th, 1996. I hate pointless drama so dont start it.I have 2 people that i can fully trust in this world,You know who you are;p.Im a Softyy Sophmoree and Brookville (whoreville) Highschoolio!
I love Boys, Texting, Jackets, Autumn, Beach, Swimming, Avie;), OhBoys<3, Beutiful Things, Purple, Dogs, Babys, Facebook, ComfyBeds,BeingCold, Boysss!,PArtying, HavingFun,Going to the movies, My bestfriends, Hot sauce, Mac and chesse,Sweet tea!! The way i say Orange, Accents, Mayday parade and A day to remeber, Talking on the phone;) , Long relationships , People who are sweet to me,Nature, OH and boyys!<3 But only the nice ones who know how to treat me right,not the douchebags or wanna be players! We all know who im talking about!
I am probly the weirdest person you will ever meet, Just warning you:) I talk to much and half the time im just rambling on. When i get nervous or scared i get quiet, like really quiet. I am not a shy person at all! haha im the kinda person that would randomly walk up to you at walmart and say hi, just to make you smile.Im a spaz like crazy sometimes. But i can be calm. Im deathly afraid of clowns , it is the only thing that could scare me to death. I will cry, panic, freak out, ect. So please dont show me one. I hate beee stings (even though imma a brookville bee;p) . they itch ahha. I dont like spiders or snakes but theyre not too bad. I love having fun. Im hyper 150% of the time. Yes i have really bad days and go through the ups and downs alot, but who doesnt? Im afraid to cry infront of people , especially guys. Im afraid of the weekness. I dont like telling people whats wrong , or whats on my mind because im afraid ill bug them, get annoying or that ill say something wrong, he would know. So i dont tell my bad feeling to alot of people and yes i cry some night cause its the only place i can let it all out and feel ok. I talk to my self all the time , its kinda freaking. And i daydream all the time. I play situations in my head over and over again. Or think about what i could of done. Ive been inlove once and I can truly say I loved him.. I was with him for almost 2 years, it killed me not to be with him he was the most amazing guy ive ever met. Hes all i thought about and made me feel like the only girl in the world , and he may have only been mine for a short little time but at least he was there. but ive gotten over it my friends helped me realize that someone better would come sometime. But So yes when he left i was crushed , i thought i was worthless (still do) and mabye someday soon i can get over him but i still compare everyone to him. I wish him nothing but the best with his gf, even though i wish he was mine. Im not the kinda of girl to ruin a good relationship , because obviously they didnt want me, why force them to be without the person they want? I have the worst opion of myself, i think im ugly , worthless and i wonder why guys talk to me , i dont tell them that , but he was the only one who changed my opion of myself and when he left , it made it worse, so you will not change how i look at myself , dont even try. Im far from perfect , and always will be.<3
I WILL NOT take peoples crap, dont lie to me, talk about me , any of that crap because i dont tolerate it. Im tired of rumors and im removing all the people who cause drama in my life , so if your one of those people who try and start stuff just for the fun of it, Dont even say hi. Cause im tired of all this high
school bullshit and im only in 10th grade. Its rediculious how people treat each other and how you lie about other people to make your self look better. And i have no time for people like that cause they just bring me down and im realy trying to be positive for these next three years of my life. So again No drama, No lies , shut your mouth. End of story:)
Well thats a little bit about me bitchess!:D
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